"modlił się na osobności" (Łk 9,18)

--- jak najdalej

ecsape into seclusion, get away far far

there is no emotional ties between people

there is no love

if love, is a sign of my naivety

what matters is only the intellect

love and longing are the imaginations my psyche

do not want to get attached to anyone

do not marvel at nothing

have heart unfeeling cold hard

but how to pray with the heart.. (?)